I have a confession to make.
I slept my day away because I was so utterly miserable.
I was so guilty and ashamed of what I had done that I slept the day away because I didn't want to think about it. Its possibly the worst that I had ever felt.

To know that you've wronged someone and that there is no way to redeem yourself... not even time itself, is one of the worst feelings in the world. But that's because my eyes are on me and what my shortcomings and my flaws are. If only I knew that there was a way to restore the trust that was just broken and lost, I don't think that I would be as miserable.

Honestly, why am I so stupid? I hate that my emotions overcame my rational.

i want to run away.